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celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
[[ * - - 2B'o4 - - * ]]
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Don't take any more than 8'
It suggests a dose of 2
But I need more to meet my fate
The safety cap can't stop me
With tears running down my face
My vision and mind a blur
My beating heart no saving grace
With twenty capsules in hand
I feel my courage waver
But when hatred fills my ears again
Suicide is my savior
Round white pills look so harmless
Yet they have amazing power
Can't a bottle cure this plague called life
If 2 cure pain in an hour?
Two down, the required dose
Two more, that makes four
Six now, am I dying yet?
No, silly...you need more
I need more...I need more
But what if I don't die
I'll just end up at the hospital
And I'll have to explain why
The screaming has subsided
Nothing feeds my deadly quest
I've stopped at only 6
I'll get sick or dizzy, at best
Still, I resume my crying
I just don't understand
Why couldn't I go through with it?
I had the weapon in my hand
Someone's pounding on the door
I unlock it in a daze
They're still fuming, mad at me
My world's a crimson haze
I take the half-full bottle
And before I put it in my drawer
I read the label carefully
'Expires February '04'.
I almost did the same.
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
[[ * - - 2B'o4 - - * ]]
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If I gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
arent you tired
cause I will carry you
on a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while..
Arent you tired of being weak
Such rage that you could scream
the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die
I am exhumed just a little less human
and a lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed..
just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold....
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you
I will kiss every scar and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest
where my heart still tries to beat
aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die
live love burn die
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
