;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
dhs
1b.o2 | 2b.o3 | 3i.o4
mts
6b.02
co[1]ors[4]eva
37th batch guides
P4 bougainvillea
P4sPiriT4eVabUrNin9
P6 ixora
iXorAiaNs.sHiNe
2b ohana
we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
purple ojo__;
soccer__; manutd__;
beckham 23__; lampard 8__;
street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

<<blogs galore__. >>







encore__.






anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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wHy iN tHe hELL Am i tYpIng iN cApS-uNcApS?
wHy iN tHe bLUe hEll Am i tYping iN cApS-uNcApS?*
LOL.

tHAnKs fOr tHAt sMiLe thAT cLAm mE dOwN.. YoU'Re oN mY miNd oNcE AgAiN.. i mUs hAf bEeN DreAmiNg. tOT i fELt uR heArTbEaT YtD..

TodaE waS a dEeP daY~ SoRRY. i'M LiKe wOrrYiNg fOr tHAt PsrN sO mUcH.. i jUs cAnT siT bACk aNd gO pArtYiNg mYseLf.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i gUeSs YoU dUn eVeN nOe iT. }

wALk mE hM
i dUN wAnNa gO All tHe wAy AloNe
bAbY wUd U wAlK wiF mE hM
bAbY wiLL YoU tAkE mY hAnD
cUm wiF mE nW tO A sPeCiAl LaNd
bAbY wUd U wALk wiF mE hM..


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
Neko





my pastt__.

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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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