;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
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2b ohana
we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


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youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

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encore__.






anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge

[[ * - - 2B'o4 - - * ]] _______________________________________________________________________________

heyya__]]*
im cindee.
the cindee that cant afford to lose anithin animore.
if u've chosen to get out of my life.
pls dun get into the picture agn.

once and agn. it oways end likedis.
fuckkkedupp.
i dunno. u sayy u dunwanna hurt me.
at this pt of tym i cant get this into my head animore.
wad i see is a lie.
a lie that hurt me more than anithin.
i tried to defend youu.
in a bad tone.
i cud say..
i was betrayed by sumone i trusted and blved.

i dunnoe.
mayb u sayy it wasnt ur fot.
u dunwan thgs to turn out this wayy.
i noe. but this fact is jus too much for me to bear.
if by ani chance. u thnk im rily in the wrong.
i din wan to accept ur apology.
i din even bother to hear u explain.
i apologise.
and im sori. i cant forget wad happened.
i cant let bygones by bygones.
i cant jus forget everythin and pretend nth happened.
bcuz smth did.

wadde hell. i hate lies.
i hate ppl hu lie to me.
i hate being treated like a fool.
i hate the feelin of being cheated.
i hate defendin ppl that betrayed me.
i hate myself for sayin these.
i hate myself for using the word betrayed.

i duncare wad u say.
i duncare wad u think at first.
i duncare why u lied to me.

all i noe is u lied to me.
all i noe is u lied.

hu the hell cn i rily trust nw.
my confidence is gone.
my trust has gone too.
and i dunno wad im doing to myself nw.
cuz i dun wanna care.
i'll take everythin as it cums.

thankeww to all that undrstd my apness.
my fuckkkedup attitude.
thanks for puttin up with me.
i noe my temper suck to the damnn core.
it oways did. and it reached its extreme.

haha thankks darrlinggg-
no matter wad.
thankks.

i mean to everyone else too.
i kb and complainn so damn muchh ryte.
bOooOo-

y'll der tolerance lvl super duper uber high.

-u rockk my wurl so much u turn it upside down too-
loll. [:*


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *

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kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge

[[ * - - 2B'o4 - - * ]] _______________________________________________________________________________

yooo ppl!
chalet is overr-
boOo sadd. haha sorii for such a late blogg.
our chalet totali rocks to the damn core.

thanks to fahmyy for makin our chalet a success!
dude u rockk! 2b lUrVs youu. (:*

thanks to brandon for providin ur dvd player. [:*

thanks to randall for brgin ur xbox though it was of no use. [=*

thanks to tiff for helpin us set fire for our bbq.
nt to mention ur chips larhhs.
thankew gurl u rockk 2b's wurl.

thanks to everyone hu contributed.
the whole beeg beeeg 2b ohana!
this chalet. more than 30 ppl came.
which broke our record!
most successful gatherin lerr! =)

okayy. let me start with the first dayy..
whn everyone met at pasir ris mrt.
went to food court to eat.
got lotsa -diaos-
watevrr larh hu gib a shit.
then me and kat was spastic!
wheee. had tym ar kat? =))

then off to downtownn.. [:*
met a super duper uber ap lil ger!
fcukk her man.
most disgustin gurl i've evrr met.
she suckk. parents dunn0e do wad shit.
so selfish. act beeeg summore.
she even spitted at us? wtf.
poor brandon lo. luckili i fast enuff.
if nt i'll bashh her up into a plup cn.
stuppid ger. in the end we made her sis cryy.
but nt our fot summore.
as if it was our fot. hu cares-
her sis even fell dwn the stepps.
i was hapi. i luffed.
call me unfeelin. fuckkedup.
hu ask her offend me. this bitch.
freakk off lar.

then checked into our chalet.
first thgs first. open gambling den.
ahaha me and erica were no doubt winners of the day.
haha we rockk. =))
i had super sht luck tt dayy. so damn shuangg.
then we bot a bdae cake secretly for fahmyy!
hahas hope he was surprised and hapi.
=) thanks for ur note. sweet-
had a fun tym singin hapi bdae to him and yuan.

then we discovered we had to move chalet. ><
but nvm. a clean new chalet to slp in. nubbad.
summore it cums along with a mircowave. =)
then we rily blast music and sing and danceee. like madd!
then discovered ys's chalet nxt to ours. ahahaa.
bet his b.o.b ppl tot we siaoo. =Xx

saw terrence at nite.
shandyy so lucki to haf such a guyy.
tts so nice to her. (:*

me and yanwen walked over to coasta. 2a's chalett.
gt sum food bahh. =] thankks aniwaee-
the way there was lyk so scaryy? v darkk and nth else.
full of curves. u cud see nth far infront.
and we saw sum stuffs and reminded yw of..
stories her cniors told her i guess. =Xx
we were desperately.. tryin to think of topics to tok abt.
to prevent us frm freakkin out. yepps. [=*

watched one missed call.
damn spas horror movie.
startin scaryy onli. but ghost damn fake.
so conclusion is nt v scaryy.
and plus it made us rcv a complain. diaoo lar-
den that nite din slp. everyone was slpin.
mayb xcept hy shandy jason tingxu brandon me?
were listenin to music and they were playin xbox.
then like morn 6+ liao. tahan nomore..
me and hy was desperately tryin to get dav and randall up.
then we rily pengg and zzz lerrr. =)

2nd dayy was funner. great dayy.
woke up feelin v sickk and deadd. =(
but soon full of energyy liaoo.
went to white sands to get food for bbq.
ahaha yepp and bargained alott. [:*

watched brotherhood. haha damn nice.
dunno if i was cryin becuz i was tired or wadd.
ahahaha. v touchinn. brotherhood rockks.
won bin rockks more. [:*

then set fire. it was quite a flop..
tiff did a great help lo. hahas.
then soon haf food to eat lerr. yays.
then we at nite went orchardd! this is the rockkin part.
on the mrt. at first practically like whole train ours!
hiakk- it rockks. so darnn sehh. (:*

but. okayy kinda disappointed cuz no horror movies to watch. watched shark tale instead at 1130. diao-
then practically fell alslp cuz v tired.. haiis.
then i was freezin inside too.
and i mean rily frozee lo. ewwww-
then i forgot to take my wallet and left it dere? damn me lar.
the chalet i nearly lost my wallet 3 tyms i think. =.=
jer ys went back to take with me. haha thankks.
me sotongg der lar horh.

den we walk walk walk. along orchardd.
totalli sweeet- saw lots and lots of starrs!
omg lor. think one of the most i've evrr seen on one nite.
i was so engrossed init. =)
den walked a looong wayy.
and i bet u it was a looong way.
ended at the merlion dere. settled dwn.
played truth or dare!
ohmannn it rockk.
ys certified a pimp.
kat self proclaimed miss s'pore.
and lotsa stupid dares.
ys pole danced. or rather tree danced. ahaha.
verine kissed the lion statue. =Xx
kat went to the couple and said hiyee loudly.
jer wished a couple togethrr forevrr. =)
it was sehh. damn nice.
erica catwalked..
and alot of hugs here hugs there!
hahaha poor thgys. (:*
i nvr kanna at all. i rockk da dayy.

then alot of truth revealed too. ahaha. v sehh.
at ard 5+ we walked to the old markett to haf breakfast.
me and jingwen were like too tired to even eat liao.
tt nite was ultimate sehhness and fun.
one of the best and memorable day of my lyfe.
nvr rily been out the whole nite bfr actly.
cuz train hvn start workinn marhhs.
so we all slpt outside the train station. x)
ahaha i rily fell alslp le lor.
then haf to go agn. =(
catched the first train back to chalet..
jer slpt on darren's shoulder lo!
wee euuuu weeeett- [:*
we were all like practically dead.
and then pengg and zzz agnn lo. =))

3rd dayy was nth much. hahaha.
went swimmin in the morn with meiyi yuan celest..
haha lots of bitchin ard i tell u.
wuahaha. funn funn.
den we tok abt guys and gals.
and niaoin each otherr.
then we went back to chalet and slackked.
went out.. bot a starr toering. [:*

went back hm in the evenin. wrong choice.
cuz my mom dun let me out ler. damn sht.
pissed and went ovrr to my frens hse to kb.
thankeww- =)

4th dayy rockk too!
went wild wild wet once it opened.
it was soo fun! shiok river rockk. ahaha.
dav found kat's specs that gt lostt.
seh sehh- den went ard and ard. shuangness-
floated ard freely.. (:*
they wanted to take my shorts and shirt off.
too bad they din succeed. ><"
kept swimmin till the www clse.
befrended omost all the lifeguards!
hahaha. so muchh fun!
they are so super duper uber frenlyy.
rockk on dudes and babeees-

at nite bot kfc to eatt and watched sg idol togethrr. =)
then we played wonkerr!
hahaha got like 2 notices to complain!?
freak larr gt baby nxt door so wad.
fcukked up sia. we so quiet still kanna complained like hell.
boooo! sht sht sht.
go slp at hm if u wan it to be quiet larhh.
damnn you. im a bitch. an ap one summore.

the rest of the nite we did confessions.
shoot each othrr all sorts of qns!
sehh but we were all so bloody tired.
we fell alslp at ard 6+ in the morn.
this bimbotic bytchh woke up feelin so hot she cnt slp lo.
bleahhs. murmured sum stuffs and went off to dreamland agn. wahh seh bo so mani days nvr rily slp lerr.
but 2b gifs me life and energy! =)

5th dayy. tym to go hm-
woke up. the others were?!
lookin at cats makin out.
diaoo rite? wuahahahas. lame sht.
cats hafin sex so interestin huhh. =Xx

went to eat togethrr at the food court.
then went separate ways ler.. =*(
went verine's hse.
tears jus flowed.
but thinkin of it. its jus. wtf.

no matter wad. 2b rockks.
we will haf lotsa bbqs and gatherins in the holis ba?
haha sure der rite? we rockk so hard.
we rockk and turn the wurl upside dwn! wheee-

2b ohana__]]*
means family.
and it means noone gets forgotten.
nor left behindd. [:*


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *

celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge

[[ * - - 2B'o4 - - * ]] _______________________________________________________________________________

hii ppl-
long awaited entry huh? loll.

here to blog abt the last day of sch. (:*
wad shd i sayy.
it was certainly full of tears.
i cried till my eyes wanna pop out liao. :]
totalli worth it if it was for 2b. but nt for othr stuffs.
hate myself larr. =*(

we had a fun tym drawin on each other!
ahahaa it was like such a homely scene.
with everyone chasin everyone ard.
and tryin to get sum body paint on them.
ahaha it rockk. but i had guides..
so i had to let them draw on unseenable parts.
hahaha it was so hilarious cn.
all thanks y'll ar. esp kat. ><||
=) nt forgettin jingwen and ur big big msg. thanks ar.

and brandon!
wuahaha. paisehh for vandalising ur whole arm.
loll. seh ryte? =)
brandon is the onli one that cn sit there and let us draw?
hiakk-
my poor pathetic victim forevrr indeed.
cheerios!

cry cry cry nomore.
smile smile smile for the camera!

tok sum fotos togethrr.
so sweet of tiff. thanks babe!
she went crazee along with us too lors. [=
and she even cried along with us.
we will forevrr remain as one in the 2b'o4 beeg beeeeg family!

and thanks lots for ur owww so touchin msg.
and the song that u dedicated to us.
it made me cry. and afew othrs too.
and thanks verine for ur ppt.
all the pics certainly reminded me of mani stuffs.
then sang sum songs.
but i was jus burstin into tears lar. =Xx

it was so sweet.
with the guys actin seh..
consolin crybabiess like us.
huggin one anothrr.
wuahaha funny sight but it was.
great.
huggs__!]]*

2b ohana_]]*
means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behindd. (:*

;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
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