;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
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born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
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street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
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anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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<. 14O4 nOw dEn aNd fOReVEr .>


"tHgs cUm iN PaiRs"


{.thurs.} was our sports meet. went dere, then hurried to find our seats, then ran to find class list to take attendance. ppl say ivan looking for me, i looking for him, bud cant find each other. dots. then whn i finally found him he told me he pass it to sumone else. oh manz. nvm.. so i ran back agn, and back n fro.. the prefect on duty was lyk, why are you going out agn? they culdnt stop me, i had a valid reason u see. lol. it was burning hot, we gt all roasted up. i was going crazee sitting dere, hearing ppl bitching ard. yanwen and me were so pissed, cant tolerate it. wad to do? sum ppl jus cant shut deir bloody mouths up, gt lotsa comments to gif, and summore real childish ones. me and yanwen went out to collect water for the class. wenjie super niao, lol. then it was so heavy, i had to ask our class np ppl on duty to take from me sum. haha. dhs was cool, other than ngee ann, super pro in their track. dhs was pro in field lorh, esp the gurls. fangming was so hapi that dom won, thnk she jumped up n cheered? crazee woman. then aft that went to kfc n mac with 2b ppl to grab a drink.. saw yeeling, and she said jeffery was dere. stared at everyguy dere, stui cant recognise him. he doesnt look as shuai as the first tym mayb? then me n verine were queuing up, and thirsty lyk hell. so in d end we gaf up and drank frm xumei's fren's cup. then aft that went to da beach! woohoo~

shara left us, obviously go look for her, psrn. then we walk n walk n walk till we reach. most of us were oreadi sunburnt, bud hu cares? we jumped into the water omost immediately. the water so soo salty! we cn feel it on our lips, bud heck n threw celest inside! wahahaha. we so evil! then jess din wanna get in, and we flunked her in! then they lyk took revenge or smth, pushed me in. we fooled ard alot lorh, took pics together, it was simply so fun. and there was no sun for us to tan ourselves, bud nvm, we were oreadi burnt. then the others left to bathe first, while me n verine stayed to tok. i discovered alot of stuffs, so farni.. we made wishes while throwing sand into the water.. letting off steam too. main topic was? one sided luv.

we jus laid there n stared, every sec was absolutely wonderful. we din wan to go, bud it was starting to rain. found that verine's shirt was infested wif hundreds of ants. there were so mani that they made a hssing kinda sound. so scary, bud lynn jus shook all of them off. seh boh.. then the others we gone, we had to lug all their stuffs wif us.. met them on the wae, and me n verine chionged to bathe. we had a wonderful tym bathing even, so farni.. we were desperately trying to get the sand off our, u noe, yeah. gt one man kip staring at us, made us so unconfortable. we were bathin outside, cuz its free u see. hehe. then went mac to eat.. finally felt hungri aft all da fun. we went into the toliet to change, cuz its so damn blardy cold! and we were lyk shocked? we looked so red n black! horrible sia. then me kat n verine went outside to tok cuz we were shivering lyk siao le. aft that took cab home wif shermaine, had a gd tok, yea.

{.fri.} was happening. the whole class look so different, as in the skin colour. zhugewasnt red, he was pink! then the others all either black or red de. cn see the colour contrast, xcept for shara. cuz she is oreadi uv protected, as you cn see from her charcoal skin colour. was nth much larhs tt day bud yuan brought her sis's cchms yr bk, which caused much commotion. lol. jeffery look weird in dere. then stupid verine told wenjie about him lorh! they both suck man. wenjie told her bout [him].. then nw verine told him about [the other him]. wenjie n verine ar, i noe u all v close, bud oso nonid tell each other my stuff de rite? ahahahaha..

aft sch p4 chionged to pick twigs and stuff. i clever wads, so kaisu. we picked all the twigs up bfr the other patrols came, that was the first tym k! we oways haf v lil compared to other patrols.. lol. this tym we had quite alot larhs. keith damn farni, help us pick, and brought quite alot rubbish back from the forest forest part. then charlotte found an ant nest, and the sec 1s found a grasshopper. this yr sec 1s oways see thgs we cant see. and charlotte is amazingly, unique? or, weird~ then brought sec 1s to da obs.. they nt that bad bah.. mus jiayou horh sec 1s..

then sec 1s were released.. sec 2s stayed back to pick mu ma huang. but actually is to tok der. hahas. me n fangming so crazee, attempted to open the drain n went in to pick. lol. then we did alot of crap stuff.. long tym nvr enjoy ourselves as sec 2s ler. and we had a "grave" each! so dots. i guess i was the craziest, as i cant bear to leave that "grave", and i tried to kiss the ground! wuahahaha..

went bugis aft that, to buy xiuru's present. bud we decided to gif us onli on tues, as we wanted to buy smth else from orchard. me n my dearest fangming going dere to watch into the mirror on mon mah.. and of course to buy -sumones- present.. then we oso gg to buy patrol earrings and stuffs.. prepared to brg lots of money to spend ler.. argh. jus realised i haf been spending loads of marni lately.. so saddening, i dun wanna be broke so soon. we took neoprint 2 tyms. it was so stupid lorh, i dunwanna mention it. make me so furious!

reach home, wanted to seat on my bed. then i sort of "twist" my knee agn.. same spot as last tym. so pathetic rite? wan to sit down nia, so can get injured de. i'm dead lorh, dun wanna let it be a, habit? what a interesting word to use, habit. lol. it was so pain, i jus sat on my bed n cry. dun wanna let mom noe, she'll make a fuss, n scold me. last tym she nearly killed me, say i so chor lor. bleah.. aniwaes now nth much ler, its jus the few hours v pain, haf to limp ard onli..

{.sat.} had guides as usual. fangming escaped from shening qi, cuz the flag pole too crooked, the whole tuan nonid shen. the rest had footdrill, while the 4 syf sec 2s and the non-syf sec 3s when to take down the flag pole. aft that had lecture, then campcook! it was okies lar. sec 2s cook egg while sec 3s cook rice. i think da rice not bad lorh, budden yinghong had to suan us by gifing a v terrible look whn she tried it. even qinghui oso! hahas. nxt nxt fri having camp cook! so exciting, sec 2s had to whip up 4 dishes! and we have to gif the menu to qinghui.. so cool! dunhaf ani great expectations, jus wish it'll turn out edible. lol.

aft that gt passing down.. i was sort of anxious to noe wad post i'll get larh.. cuz i'm afraid i'll get first aider, and u noe my memory damn bad der, i dunwanna kill the whole patrol wif my lousy 1 byte sized brain memory. luckily i gt qm! i sort of hapi lorh, cuz i wanted to be qm all along. budden cniors sae being qm is the worst, v cham der. i dunno larh, try ut first. haha. and i m asst. first aider leh. hahas, dun worry, i'll try my very best to increase my brain memory to 2 bytes der. thanks xuiru for the present! aft that celebrated xiuru's bdae, the cake was nice. bud i had to pack p4 cupboard ler.. jus realised v messy inside, and short of alot of stuff. plan to buy all dose missing thgs and first aid stuff wif fangming on mondae.. shes first aider! wahahaha.

then i was damnmit late! took a cab to bishan agn leh.. 2 consecutive wks le, going broke, but too bad lar, no choice. this wk marching as a contegent le. yay! the sun was blazing, v tiring, march for so long.. legs tired hands aching. bud i prefer to march than stationary drill larh. more interesting mah. hehex. tts all lorh, nxt wk gt footdrill agn, bud aft taht rest for 3 whole wks! woohoo! shuang shuang..

wad a long entry, i still haf alot of thgs to sae der.. life is interesting wif u.

lOoKiNg aNd LoOkINg. wAd wiLL bE wiLL bE~

TodaE waS a mY tYPicaL hAPi YeT sHoRt oF U daE~ tHx fOr tHaT cONv aNd sMiLe. i aPpReCiaTe eVeRY siNgLe tHg U dO.

fOr tHe daE { lEt uR sOUl gRAviTatE tO dA lUv. lUv lYk U'Ve nVr bEeN hUrT bFr. }

rOaStEd.
bUd sTiLL sMiLiNg..


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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