;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
dhs
1b.o2 | 2b.o3 | 3i.o4
mts
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co[1]ors[4]eva
37th batch guides
P4 bougainvillea
P4sPiriT4eVabUrNin9
P6 ixora
iXorAiaNs.sHiNe
2b ohana
we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
purple ojo__;
soccer__; manutd__;
beckham 23__; lampard 8__;
street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

<<blogs galore__. >>







encore__.






anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


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"bLoOdiLy siCk"


hey blogg. i'm sick bfr the 1st wk of holis pass by. hw lucky mans. rite nw my temp is 39.5 and risin.. hw cool m i! ahahax.

my holis are packed. and i mean very. my family wanna take me overseas but whr do i find the tym? they wanna go hk or smth i guess. go shop and i cant go? make me so bloody fucked up okayy. the last tym i was in pri 6 whn they went there to shop. i was in sch busy with my video editing stuff. and nw aft 2 yrs, hist repeats.

the past wk was average. din feel the spirit and atmosphere of the long awaited holis. i jus hope tmr wud be a better day whn i go skool to play ball wif the guides and then go out to shop or smth. and i wish the rest of the holis will rawk.

<.moNdAY.> went out to orchard with verine. we went to far east to buy earrings.. i bought a pair and she too. it was kinda nice larh. but i dun ever noe whn i'll haf a chance to wear it thou. mine is in a t shape and hers in a star. cool and kinda cheap. then we walk ard eyein thgs to buy. confirm and i swear i'll be back to get the stuffs i want. she bought a pair of shoes.. which i dun ever ever think i will wear. cuz i look bloody disgustin in those womanly shoes with my large feet? cn imagine elephant wearing heels rite? ahahax.. maybe i'm jus too sadistic. and we took neoprnts that are v nice! the backgrd etc dunno why so nice.. the machine is nice i think. so are we jus plain good at designin? lolx.

<.tUesDaY.> gort footdrill! it was super duper fun. i woke up late and i jus took a bite and rushed out of the hse.. lucki sher called me and my fone vibrated my bed. or i'll cont slpin and alsagoff will kill me and then hang me upside down on the flagpole and make me look like a sarced animal. woot aint i saddistic? i reli think my fever's taken effect. convertin me to be spastic. in progress.. lol. then met the np gurls there too. and our sirs that day were super nice to us! they tok to us alot and encouraged us lo. ahahax dinnoe that mr bean lookalike sir so gd at motivatin ppl der. then that tall tall malay sir oso v frenly.. he was complainin to us abt that **** mdm. critisize till likedat v cool wors. they rawked that day! and they drill rehersal like kinda stupid. its jus drill out.. then stationary drill. then drill back.. i was rushin so much i forgot to put plasters. my boots hurt my heel agn. too bad haf to endure no matter wad. saddenin. but aft tt day i discovered all my sirs and mdms and even mrs alsagoff is v nice! and so as a result. i cn formally conclude that. footdrill rawks! cant wait for the full-u rehersal!

<.wEdneSdAY.> went to yokesan's hse to do sec 4s leaving presents. to play safe.. i will nt reveal wad it is.. in case any senior pops by and discover. then it wun be fun animore! me and dianne and yokesan made it ourself! oh well.. with a lil aid frm yokesan's mom thou. hehex. but its reli so nice and flawless.. we were still worrying if the sec 4s wud not belief it was hand made by us! it reli made by us.. and its 100% frm the bottom of our hearts. we tried to do the transparency thgy but failed alot of tyms. so sad.. but nvm. i reckon' u guys wud be touched by our presents. ahahax hw bhb am i.. i jus wish u ppl wud appreciate a day of hard work by us.. i do till my hand was like trembling away ok.. ahahax farni.

<.thUrsdAY.> went over to my granma hse.. saw baby barnabas and yining! they both reli grown up alot! bu they remained as cute as ever! play with them and made them giggle giggle and giggle. i took the beachball i haf at hm at started playin with it. and everytym i i bounce it they 2 wud luff! they are reali so cute i played with them thruout the day! the whole day i did nth but fool ard wif those 2 lil kids. made me feel as if i was one too.. went over to stay at yida and yining's at nite.. watched tv. and damn hell. my com gort that lsass aka blaster virus agn! its like.. for the past 3 tyms i on my com then will kanna! so everytym i on my com i will haf that blaster worm. so why the hell wud i wan that blardy com? stupid xp coms totally suck! prone to viruses, weak lar! i go back that hse like once in a blue moon. and eveytym my blardy com wud fail me. and damn that psrn hu created that blaster worm. go fuck that worm urself dude. and ask ur worm nt to fuck my com!!

<.fRidAY.> did nth but played with those 2 kids agn. the whole day. sumtyms it reli rawks with lil kids ard. they'll make the whole damn wurl nt damned animore. they'll nake rainy into sunny. they'll turn darkness into light. luv y'll lots jane yida yining barnabas harry.. u kids rawk my socks! i wanna play with y'll everydae other day. i wish.. i wish.. i wish..

lost in the rain of my own tears.. to wash away the pain and fears..

TodaE waS a bUrNiNg daY~ as wad huiyi said. total spastic to be sick.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { final fantasy. the spirits within. }

fear
lies in the eyes of the beholder.


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
Neko





my pastt__.

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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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