;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
dhs
1b.o2 | 2b.o3 | 3i.o4
mts
6b.02
co[1]ors[4]eva
37th batch guides
P4 bougainvillea
P4sPiriT4eVabUrNin9
P6 ixora
iXorAiaNs.sHiNe
2b ohana
we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
purple ojo__;
soccer__; manutd__;
beckham 23__; lampard 8__;
street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

<<blogs galore__. >>







encore__.






anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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hVn bEeN bLogiNg RegUlaRLY nWaDaYs~ jUs dUn hAf tHe tYm aNd mOoD.. jUs WaNnA tEll YoU i aM wOrriEd aNd i CaRe. dUnNo wHY. iT jUs MaKe mY wUrL dEPrEsSeD..

tHe wHoLe wK WaS a DiSasTeR. sO TiReD.. aLThoUgH HaD tHaT 1 DaY oFF.. wE sTiLL sPeNt ThaT DaY aT "wOrK". WaS PiaiNg fOr HiSt TeSt tHe wHoLe wK. wE sTiLL HaD tO cOmPLeTe tHaT bRoChUrE tHgY iN LYk 2 DaEs? PlS. wE aRe nT gOd. wE cN StaY uP tHe wHoLe NiTe aNd dO. bUd wE CaNt MaKe 1 DaY HaF 48 hRs. 2H HaF tHiS wKeNd tO wOrK oN iT. wHiLe wE HaF tO fiNiSh ThE bRocHuRe wHiLe sTUdYiNg HiStOrY. sO i sPeNd dA wHoLe DaY dOiNg ThaT bROcHUrE {tHaT tHgY WaS 3O wHoLe MaRkS YoU sEe!} aNd sTaRtEd sTUdYiNg aT 1O+. Cn iMagiNe mE gOiNg tO sKoOl wiF dOsE PaNDa eYeS aNd tHaT sLoPpY PoStUrE. CaNt sTaNd iT YoU nOe.. HaD tO waKe uP iN tHe MorN aNd i CaNt eVeN oPeN mY eYeS nO MaTtEr hW haRd i tRiEd tO. BaThe oReaDi.. tHeN gO BaCk rOoM tO sLP. tHe wOrSt PaRt WaS wHeN i HaD tO tEll mY BraiN tO oPeN mY PatHetiC eYeS.

sTh NiCe aNd fUn haPpEnEd oN <. tUeSDaE .>
HaD pW.. DaMn fUn! eVeRY siNgLe gRp RaWkS tO tHe CoRe! wE HaD a PLaY LaRh.. i WaS wEiRdoO [Da gUY] aNd sHeR WaS wEiRdEe [dA gUrL].. oUr gRp NaMe WaS wEiRd~ tHaT eXPlaiNs iT PeRHaPs? iT WaS sO FaRni KkZ.. sHeR tiE 2 PoNYtaiL.. sUpEr dUpEr NeRDY! tOTaL NeRd. i bOrroWeD gEl fRm dOm.. [tOT hE tHiS KiNd oF HaiRsTYlE dE sUrE haF MahZ~] bUd hE duNhaF. sO hE gT iT fRm a gUY NaMeD wEnhUa i tHiNk. i MaDe mY HaiR. LoLx~ tHaT WaS fUn! mE aNd sHeR MaKeS a PUrrfEcT CoUPlE! wOoHoO~ tHeN bRaNdOn'S viDeO WaS gR8! bGr wiF jUnrU wOr! PrEfEcT BgR! BaD gUrL! eVeRYtHiN WaS daMn fARni. mS SaNdY KoH lUff sO daMn lOUdLy! and sHe SaiD aLL oUr PrEsEnTatiOn eiThEr gT rA sTUff oR viOlENcE~ LoLx!

<. tHUrSdaY .> HaD HiSt tEsT. dUn WaNna tOk aBt iT. aFt Da TeSt mY MiNd jUs wEnT BlaNk. !!{gD nEwS. i nVr FaiL MaThs tEsT! HoRRaY! aLThOUgH BarELY PaSs LaR. bUd i sTiLL HaPi!}!! aFt sKoOl wEnT oUt wiF aiLYn hUiYi KaT sHeR. wEnT bUgiS tHeN nO mOviE tO WatcH. i WaN wAtCh tHe eYe II mAhZ. tHeN dErE nO sHoW. bUgiS ciNeMa sUcKZ LoR! lOUsY! oNLi aiLYn wAn waTcH LoRh~ bUd iN tHe eNd wE wEnt oRcHaRd.. wALk tO sOmErsEt CiNelEisUrE. sHoW tOo LaTe. tHeN waLk tO dOlBY gaUhT PLaZa s'PUra. LoL. CaUgHt tHe 4+ sHow. KaT wAs "hUggiNg" mE wHiLe hUiYi aNd sHeR sTUcK cLoSe tO aiLYn. QuiTe a NiCe sHoW laR. tHe PLoT WaS NiCe.. xCePt fOr sUm sUpEr gRoSs sCeNeS. aNd tHe LaSt ScEnE WaS aBsOLuTeLY LaMe! HahAx~ thiNkiNg oF iT MaKe mE WaNnA lUff! tHeN WaLk aRd tiLL 7+ tHeN gO hM.. wEnt LoT 1 tO EaT wiF sHeR.. tHeN 8+ mY DaD SaY sTiLL EaRLi dUn WaN gO FeTcH mE! wKaO! i WaLkiNg hM tHaT tYm KePT iMagiNiNg tHgS.. vEh ScaReD.. mY hSe dErE v QuiEt aNd gT a LoT oF tReEs aNd KiNda DaRk MaHZ~ sUmMoRe WaLk lYK 2O MiNs~ tHeN ReACh hM hEng DaD nVr sCoLd.. pHeW~!

<. fRiDaE .> wEnT YaNwEn'S hSe EaRLi iN Da mOrN. i wOkE uP abiT LaTe.. sO mUs cHiOng. aS UsUaL.. dO aBiT oF wOrK.. PlaY aBiT. tHeN KaT WeaR tHaT dReSs! eEeeEeeeEeEEeeYerrrrrr! LoLx~ iN tHe aFtnOoN KaT wEnT fOr VbaLL. mE PeiXiN YaNwEn sHeR wEnT sWiMmiNg! bUd gOd PlaYiNg wiF uS lArH. mE aNd sHeR jUmP iN LiaO.. aFt a cOUPle oF MiNs tHeN RaiN aNd gT LigHtiNg.. YaNwEn PuLL uS uP LoRh. tHeN mE aNd sHeR WaS LYk "sO cOLd!!" tHeN PraY. tHeN sUn CaMe oUt! wE sTaRtEd sWimMiNg.. bUd sO SaD aFt awHiLe RaiN aGn.. wEnT sTeaMbaTh! sO hOooOOoT! tHeN PlaY tRuTh oR DaRe iNsiDe. *tOoT* uNrEvEaLeD. tHeN tHe sUn CaMe oUt aNd wE sWaM agN.. PlaYeD tRuTh oR DaRe iN tHe WaTeR.. fUn LoRh~ tHeN mE aNd sHeR BaThE tOgEtHeR.. YUcKZ~ LoLx.. tHeN wEnT Tm tO bUY sTUff.. bOUgHt "sEx BaNd" FoR tHe 5 oF uS.. bUd nT aLL tHe cOLoUrS LaRhX~ mEt kaT aGn aT TaNaH MeRaH.. aNd aTe diNNeR.. sTaRtEd rEhEaRsiNg bUd aLoT oF REALLY cReEPY tHgS HaPpEn. i ShaLL nT SaY.. bUd i M rEli v sCaReD! tHe PlaY WaS v LaMe. aNd wE cALLeD tO HaRaSs BraNdOn! haHaX~ wE PlaY oVeR tHe FoNe fOr LYk haLf aN hR? LoL! aNd sO DaMn daMn fUnNY.. mE aNd YaNwEn cOvErEd oUrsElVeS wiF da BlaNkeT aNd NeArLY sUffOCaTeD. LoL. tHeN diSCoVeREd v LaTe LiaO! 9.3O Le LoR! tHeN hUrrY HM ThaT tYm.. sMtH rELi BaD aNd fReaKY HaPpEn.. i M sO FreaKEd oUt oVeR iT nW.. WaN tO cRY aRhX~

MaKe tHe NiTe aS bRigHt aS DaY. i'LL bE lOoKiNg oUt fOr YoU. tEll mE tHaT YoU'Re LoNeLY tOo..

TodaE waS a sCaRY daE~ i aM wOrriEd. i aM sCaReD tOo. jUs dUn fEEl a sEnSe oF bElONgiNg..

fOr tHe daE { bE UrSeLf.. i MiSs tHe oLd YoU oREaDi. }

tHe wUrL iS ChAngiNg.
aNd sO aRe YoU.
dO U nOe LoTSa PpL aRe wOrriEd?
i sTiLL rMb U tOlD mE bFr.
"iF i eVeR cHaNge iNtO aN aP PsRn"
"PLs tEll mE"
bUd nOw.
i CaNt dO iT..
i aM SoRRY.


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
Neko





my pastt__.

25.01.04 .. 27.01.04 .. 28.01.04 .. 29.01.04 .. 30.01.04 .. 31.01.04 .. 01.02.04 .. 13.02.04 .. 14.02.04 .. 17.02.04 .. 18.02.04 .. 19.02.04 .. 20.02.04 .. 21.02.04 .. 24.02.04 .. 25.02.04 .. 26.02.04 .. 28.02.04 .. 04.03.04 .. 07.03.04 .. 08.03.04 .. 14.03.04 .. 19.03.04 .. 28.03.04 .. 03.04.04 .. 14.04.04 .. 17.04.04 .. 22.04.04 .. 23.04.04 .. 24.04.04 .. 26.04.04 .. 27.04.04 .. 30.04.04 .. 01.05.04 .. 02.05.04 .. 03.05.04 .. 04.05.04 .. 05.05.04 .. 07.05.04 .. 10.05.04 .. 15.05.04 .. 23.05.04 .. 30.05.04 .. 31.05.04 .. 05.06.04 .. 09.06.04 .. 14.06.04 .. 18.06.04 .. 26.06.04 .. 01.07.04 .. 04.07.04 .. 11.07.04 .. 21.07.04 .. 25.07.04 .. 07.08.04 .. 15.08.04 .. 21.08.04 .. 26.09.04 .. 03.10.04 .. 08.10.04 .. 11.10.04 .. 16.10.04 .. 23.10.04 .. 24.10.04 .. 09.11.04 .. 10.11.04 .. 11.11.04 .. 15.11.04 .. 16.11.04 .. 17.11.04 .. 18.11.04 .. 04.12.04 .. 07.12.04 .. 11.12.04 .. 27.12.04 .. oLd.bLog ..



in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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