;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
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we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
purple ojo__;
soccer__; manutd__;
beckham 23__; lampard 8__;
street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

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anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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.moNdAY. was like the most terrible day of my life. was dressed like a freakin dunmanian. i was so damn perfect that i was soo proud of myself. xcept for my earhole.. wadever, kew din notice it, much to my delight. he gaf us a stupid lecture agn. then shara had to take off her shoes.. shes dumb larhs, ask her change shoe then nvr.. act seh lorh, in the end hafta wear that broken dirty disgustin canvas shoe that kew bestowed her. lol. then hanwee was supposed to shave off his moustache or wadever larh.. then he nvr.. so kew asked him to pluck it off? wadde hell hes saddistic man. i cudnt control and started luffin thou kew was jus scoldin him n he was beside me. ahahax. then me mingyi and hanwee managed to escape! woohoo.. we went to the sec 1 classrms there.. then all tuck out n socks down le. lol. cudnt stand being so perfect for even afew more mins..

.tUeSdAe. wenta see my beluved kew agn to pay him back the blardy 3 bucks for the dhs socks. its so damn freakin disgustin lorh! hu the hell in the rite mind will actually purchase it w/o ani reason.. like me, mani ppl agnst their will. the design is super bad. if i was me gettin the honour to design it.. it wud ppb be the sock everyone wanna get. it'll be in a variety of suberb colours.. frm pink to red to orange to blue. then the dhs logo will be 1mm by 1mm. wif ur custom made designs and patterns.. it'll be so pretty! bud the sad truth is. i dun getta design it. and shandy and jingwen did coffee for their op. got sweets to eat agn. yumm..

.wEdnEsdAe. is the first day i dun nida see kew. i sincerely hope i dun geta see my dear agn. sori darling.. pukesss. then yuan did op on coconut tree and banana tree. ahahax. then got the dried banana to eat.. and got the longan and nata-de-coco desert.. went to canteen and slack. every chinese lesson oso spent at least 20 mins on op. that rawk ok.. heard frm other classes their op is serious type. say stories and presentation. i pity them missin out the fun on our food theme. chinese lesson is so lackadasical. omost perfect! aft skool went mac wif 2b gurls. they were mainly tokin abt s*uw*n.. so scary. freaking me out le. nw is aft midnite, i better dun tok abt this. god bless. then went all the way to sembawang to get the food for op wif erica n shermaine. lol. they buy so mani thgs.. make me hungry lo.

.tHUrsdAY. rawk okie.. jerene and jess did op on ice-cream! yay getta slack n stuff ourselves wif food at canteen agn. so yummy! then aft that the guys did their presenation. dav ys ivan brandon randall zg. super duper extra lame. i was practically luffing my guts out. the south park characters is damn cute lor. the guys becam do lame doing woosh n woosh! so gay! eeeyuck! bud v farni n kawaii lar. lol.

.fRidAY. rawk! all cuz of chi op agn.. spent like 2 entire periods in the canteen? and reli is full 1hr 10 mins! cool bah? ppl frm other classes mus be eyeing wif envy nw! wuahahahax. then even mr tan oso cum lo. our principle lar. then we served him food. got chicken n dumpling and soup n drink oso! cuz that day 3 grps present. then one is do on chicken dishes. one on dumplings and one on soup and drinks. fascinating? then sher n erica do the chicken got 7 dishes ok? the herbal chicken n tomato chicken is damn nice. droolin liao lar. then i help them cook the fried chicken oso. erm i meant my maid. lol. peixin n kat present the dumplings. bud vious is peixin make one lor.. she ownself make de k! shes great! and yanwen n shara did the mushroom soup. wenjie like take a cup n drank it lo! super amusing sight! overall is fabulous larh. it was like a buffet man. lol. full of food. 3 cheers for all of us. ahahax. is nt onli the food that rawk lorh. is the tym spent on doing op than teachin borin chaps that rawk more!! whee! then at nite i was helpin ys create the south park characters n upload onto our klax web. v cute! too bad nw our web is restricted cuz of adult violence or smth de.. lol.

.sAtUrdAY. wAs a total badd day. went for drill at bishan. it suckk! my heel got blister cuz of the stupid bad quality of the fuckin boots. its ever more ex than sj de and the quality is so freakin badd. then the front is damn tight! my toes were like all congested together? my toe oso got blister! and poor joanne lorh.. she got a v big blister at the back of her hell. bleed alot alot leh.. i cant even bear to look. her socks were soaked wif blood u see. nt jus a spot ok.. it was soaked. bet it hurts real big tym. hope it gets well soon bah. mrs alsagof helped her bandage her heel up. joanne says mrs alsagof is pretty nice. i doubt so? ahahax. we drilled alot.. my feet hurts. sir not satisfied wad, wad to do? drill n drill lo.. haii.

aft that.. went to mac to buy smth to munch on. then walked over to the carpark to look for my dad. got on the car n discovered my wallet is gone! fuck! then my dad drove me to the mac dere to look for it. it wasnt dere so i told my dad to wait while i take a stroll to try my damned luck. ok. my damned luck obviously din work? cudnt find it so i went back. my dad wasnt dere. and the worst thg is that i left my fone on the car. cudnt contact him. freakk. so i waited n waited. no car no dad. so i roamed ard wif my freakin heels and foot hurtin like crazi. 10 mins past. 20. 30. 40.. i cnt tahan then sit at the road there. like sum kinda freakin runaway gurl. then 1hr and 10 mins later i finally saw my dad. i wanted to die ok. hw more pathetic cn i be?

"sToP tOkiNg aBt YoU aNd hiM lAr.. U tHiNk U All breAk mOrE iMpT thAn sCieNcE teSt aRh?!"

TodaE waS a pAiNfUL daY~ imAgiNe rOAmiNg oN tHe sTreeTs w/O a siNgLe cEnT.. wiF nTh At aLL xCePt fOr bLeEdiNg bLisTeRs.. hW mOrE pAtHetiC cN mY LifE bE?

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i will kiss away the pain. lemme stand by u forever. u cn take my breath away.. }

i'M nT crAzi i'M jUs A liL uNwELL..
i nOe riTe nW u cAnT teLL..


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
Neko





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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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