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the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


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born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
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im vaccinated__.


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till end of time__;
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anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


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arg ppl. camp is over!
this few days we spent together. its like soo unforgettable.
every single one of us. we accepted each other for who we are.
we work together towards a common goal.
to be the best team.
one filled with team spirit and togetherness.
i teared. i mean we teared.
like a sudden gush of water runnin down a stream.
the deep passion inside was beyond words.
hw tym reli flies. sadd. gd thgs jus hafta end..
esp whn u are one of the ppl in c14. u'll nvr wan camp to end.
cuz c14 colors rock big tym. we rule the camp. jus lyk wad our cheer said.

``ppg theme songg.
c o l o u r s_
c o l o u r s_
colors. is our grp name_
colors will be the best_
level camp. we're gonna rule the rest_
we're gonna end this camp. with flyin colors_
colours!

``cheer.
its a C. its a O. its a LOR.
its a C. its a O. its a LOR.
c o l o r r r r.
colors colors. thats wad we are!

``twinkle starr.
c o l o u r s
colors colors we're the best
to conquer and crush the rest
we're gonna rule this camp
c o l o u r s
colors colors we're the best

``popeye songg.
c o l o u r [colors!]
c o l o u r [colors!]
colors we're super
colors we're mighty
colors the number 1 [colors!]

and of course. the below song dedicated to our dearest instructors. =)

``you're my sunshine.
you're my *xiaohong/fahmy/eddie/glennpa*.
my onli *____*
you make me hapi. whn skies are grey.
you're nvr noe. hw much i luv u.
pls dun take my *____* away..

the first day___;
on the bus thinkin of our grp name.
decided to be called cocky. loll.
and we are cocks!
but tchers asked us to change it. dammit.
so aft loads of discussion.
we were called colors! yay!
our section was called cheetah. we're colors frm cheetah! =)
our grp instructor was a bigg guy named jianhong.
haha but we called him xiaohong! =)
he might appear very big to ppl.
but he's gt a small heart.
and he's nw very attached to each and everyone of us.
we lurv u guy. =D

we started off playin amazin race.
it was cool. there were like 5 checkpts.
we were runnin ard like crazee. and it was utter fun.
angus and his "fabulous" idea of trickin ppl.
made us behave like idoits.
but angus's a smart guy lar.. haha.
and.. upon reachin the last checkpt..
we were the 1st team to arrive!
it was one with a surprise element.
water water water. muddy water.
gd start for us man!
we arrived like 20+ mins ahead of the other teams!
at the place whr we had to go across the river. its was gr8 fun!
we got ourselves real wet and dirtyy.
we were cheerin for one another and encouragin ppl.
a sweet scene. arghh unforgettable.
then we went to clean ourselves up. hahas.
then colors went to eat biscuits that tchers gaf.
we ate most of it aniwae. loll.
noone came to get it so. too bad.
then we started inventin cheers.
and angus came up with this powerpuff gurs one.. abv.
he is a powerpuff gurs xpert.
then we were cheerin non-stop ler.
ppl frm section A and B say c14 slackk lor. cuz we onli team walkin.
but tts bcoz we were too tiredd of runnin ler mahs.
and we are fassst. =P
hahaha bleahh__
c14. we're the first team to arrive at this 1st leg of the race. congrats. =)
others?
u're the last team to arrive. im sori to tell y'll that you've been eliminated frm the race.
haha yay! egoo.
dun forget im a amazin race fan. haha.

then we had raft constructin. cool lors. super duper fun!
but it was rainin. so we seeked shelter to do our flag and campfire item..
we were all playin with the rain.
and desperately tryin to get xtra stuffs outta our shoes.
yea. came up with a design and sum ideas.
gd that we brought sum gold paint and even a brush.
all thanks to me yea? x)
so aft that we cont with tyin the ropes and stuff.
totalli fun.
but the last rope that we had wasnt strong enuff.
a pathetic one which broke 3 tyms whn i tied it.
and eventually it broke. O.O
thou i gt flunged into the water.
cud reli see team spirit durin that activity.
we got up the raft and were grabbin each other. lyk mad. and in weird positions. ahaha.
and of course we cheered the loudest we cud!
thou that rope broke. it was a success aft all!
the main thg wad team spirit aint it?

then for dinner. erm the food was bad.
randall had xtra servins of sum crapp stuff which he said tasted like rubber.
but he ate it aniwae to satisfy his tummy.
and dav ate liek 3 or 4 apples lor! dots.
ok kenji ate the apple. with the sticker logo!
omg eeeks!
and we were all teasin him abt being an useless piece of jap shit.
wuahaha. that was real funny.
the others luffed thru the meal without eatin much lor.. hahaha.

at nite was nitewalk. we wore our grp shirt!
hahas the instructors said it was nicee! glenn wanted one too!
hahas i think our grp will make one for him sumtym nxt wk. =)
back to nitewalk.
at first it was crapp. we waited like 30 mins?
with our heads down and eyes closed.
my back was achin like hell. bleahh__
and whn we finally went to the place. we had to wait for more than 2 hrs i think. dots.
and it was certainly a gd tym for the ants to attack us. >.<
but whn it was our turn.
altho waitin made us bored. and slpy. zzz__
arghh. it was scary. ok. i tot it was scary.
we had to walk thru this dark path. led by litesticks.
went in with grace huiqi vki and mabel.
it freaked me out cuz i tot i saw thgs that we shdnt see.
turned out i was the onli one who saw tt psrn dere. ahaha dumbb.
okayy. i think our grp screamed the most. haha.
mostly it was me and vki lars. opps. =Xx
then we went to haf our supper.
and the guys "sent" the gurs back to the chalet. and gt themselves wet frm the rain.
awwww___

we did our flagg till 3+am. so darn tiredd out.
but it was certainly worth it. its nicee!
it had a rainbow with 20 ppl on it. and 1 xtra big psrn.
representin xiaohong. wuahaha.
and we had a puzzle in the shape of a heart.
with everybody's name on one of the puzzle pieces. =)
and me verine vki and peiqi decided to sneak out to buy drinks.
vki was hyper! she was chasin cockroaches. loll.
hahaa we cant seem to resist the temptation. and we ate frozen watermelon! loll.
then we watched olympics. the soccer match. till we slpt.

the second day___;
i was considered one of the better ones.
unlike verine. hu onli decided to wake up at like 15 mins bfr we had to meet. bleahh___
had high elements challenge.
din noe it was so hard lor..
my hands went wobbly strengthless at the rock wall part.
loll. reli is no strength to climb mann.
hahas was kinda fun lar.
most of our guys xcept 1 failed to reach the thg aft jumpin frm the tower.
decided to save him animore disgrace. no names mentioned.
lol. but gd try lar. i doubt i'll reach it lor. X)
yay! c14 colors champs indeed. =)
and shibao found a dead lizard. big one lor.
and he was swingin it. i cud see its popped out eyes. ewww___
then xiaohong took it and threw it into the bushes.. =P
actly we wanted xiaohong to do the rocky bridge der!
but due to sum reasons he din. sadd. =(
then xiaowen and another instructor came to teach us cheers!
they were wonderful too!
haha thanks for everythin. we appreciate them lots!
i suffered a scar on top of my left eye. agn.
boo___
so pain.. it was swollen oso. x(
but nw i jus peeled it off.
ahaha.

had lunch. mabel found a live worm! ewww___
it was a maggot kinda thg. yuckks.
poor her. and then we had to inspect thru the food. x(
everyone had no appetite liao duh.
thn we went to build our tents for the nite!
me vki mabel joy shared one.
verine get to slp in chalet cuz of her match the nxt day. x.X
it was kinda easy larr. but it was small too. and super duper hot!
dun look dun on gurs lor.. we build so fast ymy?
wuahaha. =X

then we had our low elements.
the activities were super duper funn! =)
gt 1 of them xiaohong aimed for 5 ppl to go thru.
but all 20 of us passed thru it!
oww hw much do we rock? =D
and we had sum tym to plan for our campfire item.
which we ended up tellin ghost stories instead. =)
but in the end our "ghost story" bcame a joke!
haha too bad c14 too enthu and cheerful liaos.
and oh ya.
xiaohong actually crushed a ghost to death!
whee funny!

thn our grp members ran all the way to bathe.
i shared w mabel. xO
we were like desperately tryin to cover ourselves inside.
haha and guess wad. we forgot our shorts.
i even forgot my brr*.
argh so we had to wear wet wet ones and run all the way back.
then c14 chao enthu!
we met ard 1/2 hr earli to practise our item.
haha randall shibao and kenji was our colorbuff boys.
kenji was super gay doing his pose! sakuraa. =P
settled everythin. rehearse the dance. yeps.

then we had a rehersal with section cheetah.
ok it was blardy lame. hahaha. but cutee!
then we all had a litestick tied to our hand.. so cool lorr!
and we tied a litestick to our hair too.
and thanks instructor charlene for the band. =)
then it was the much awaited campfire! whee!
our grp was busy stuffin the litesticks into our brr*. loll.
then we invented summore cheers and went crazee shoutin and screamin.
mr sim set the fire burnin.
it was cool lor. like a concert. but much more funn and excitin.
then whn "sumone" went there to speak into the mike.
guess wad. zhihao overheard mrs wong sayin
"wah her english reli v bad."
wuahahaha. farni!

then tym for our item!

red green yellow! and everythin nice.
these were the ingredients chosen to create the perfect lil gurs!
but.
professor hong accidentally added an xtra ingredient. chemical c14!
boom___
thus the colorbuff boys were born!
usin their xltra super powers..
butterplate. blubber and bossom
had dedicated their lives to fightin crime and the forces of evil!
[our cheer]

=) very cool!
cn hear instructors fahmy xiaohong eddie glenn luffin like mad at the side. =)
then we hugged together and singalong.
very precious moments spent together. sum of us cried. it was touchin.
whn we were together as one luffin and screamin.
those memories of the past 2 days jus came floatin to my mind.
it was sumthg unforgettable. sumthg reli important to me. and to everyone of us.
glenn gaf a veri touchin speech. =)
oh ya. thanks kenji for the purple litestick he found.
purple leh! purple purple purple!! =)

at the end everyone threw litesticks into the sky.
like shootin stars.
it was so nice.
listenin to flyin without wingss and my lurv.
hais whn cn this ever happen agn.
the instructors made the bubbles thgy all ard.
and we were jumpin ard to catch it. hahas.
a very kiddy sight for the sec 2s.
but it was a very warm and lurvin sight.
the dunmanian spirit within.

aft that we had a gd tok wif xiaohong. and we were cryin agn.
we gt to noe alot more thgs.
eddie and fahmy came to our grp to tok to us. they were great.
we din wan to leave. cuz we knew it.
aft slpin. it was morn..

went to bathe with verine. this tym it was better.
we played daidee in our tents.
but mrs geoorge came over!
but she cock eyed mans. nvr see. pheww___
we slpt feelin v hot. and our legs din evn haf space to stretch out. =P

the third day___;
woke up feelin v cold. freezin.
then we were kinda late and had to rush.
and were surprised the guys woke up so earli mans.
tot they'll all be slpin. haha.
then we had danced the chikucha and hokie pokie. and an unknown dance.
and fahmy shake his body reli well! gd dancin skills fahmy.
mabel and me.. hahas. fahmy is sexy and hott! loll.
then we cleared up the place. and did waves with the mat. haha funn!
and kenji spotted a living flyin caterpillar! and it was flyin here and there lor.
hw fascinatin!

then it was lost and found..
hahas shoes underwear. everythin.
keith was "sooo brave" to claim that was his underwear.
to get treated to ponderosa. =.=
then prize presentation.
iris got ms dunmanian and nigel got mr dunmanian. loll
and c14 colors gt the champs!
woohooooo! yay!!
our efforts were seen. our spirit was recognised. =)
hahas we went burstin into tears. even sum of the guys.
onli we noe hw much we rock. we noe we lurv each other.
and most importantly.
we noe we lurv colors! and our dearest instructors.
we gt 1 basket full of fruits. and 2 durians. =)
we're gonna share it on monday. x)
leavin was bad. we were cryin like hell.
cant seem to forget the tyms we spent together.
and our instructors. we lurv them!!
haiis.

we gaf xiaohong our flagg as a present. ='(
ok i guess he cried. his eyes were red and..
then we sang the sunshine song for the last tym.
sing afew sentences thn broke down and started cryin liaos. haii.
but fate will brg us together sumday. and jus nw fate brought us together liao. wuahaha. =Xx

then we went to swensons to eat icecream!
whee! and we played "zhong ji mi ma".
with most disgustin flavours of icecream.
mixed with chilli sauce pepper and salt.
loll. poor joy had to drink so much. and kenji was drinkin so hapily.
loll.
then we went tm to watch movie.
joy lost her wallet. but she was lucki enuff to retrive it back.
then poor me and mabel had to dragg our heavy bags along with vki's to cs to meet the others.
watch another spasticated movie. alien vs predators. stupid show.
so lame lors. gt afew tyms all of us burst out luffin.
and i fell alslp like afew tyms.
new idiom: as spastic as the village. yeah.
then vki's shoelace gt stuck in the escalator. and we stopped it. haha!
then we went to take neoprint. oso spasticated ones. loll.

nw my hand is swollen. bleahh__
and the scar at my eye so ugly. but..

c14 colorss champs.
20 ppl. 1 heart. 1 soul.

mabel.
angus.
kenji.
cindee.
verine.
randall.
diane.
berlinda.
grace.
huiqi.
shuming.
vki.
joy.
zhihao.
huiyi.
tujin.
weiting.
shibao.
tiancheng.
nicholas.

co[1]ors[4]ever.



;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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