;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
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we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
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youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
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anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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<. m A g L i g N e D O l o g Y .>

"tHe iNnOcEnT aMt oF pAiN i tOoK.."


this wk is super eventful.
and nw i haf a new phobia.
i dun dare to look into the mirror.
into my crying face.

[.mOndAY.] had sec 2 guides bbq. 5 ppl. includin me turned up.
soolin shixuan yiting jinci me.
we had a v gd tym aniwae. meet 2 shuai guys. super indeed.
tan nt very nice nor obvious.. bleahh. but my shoulders hurt frm the sun.
we meet at parkway for breakfast at bk.. thn while walkin there pass bu a bball court. so we started playing bball and vball dere.. made us super duper hot. but it was very fun. tried to volley into the net. lol.
reach le we played vball on the sand! den we dug a deep hole. wantin to fill it wif water. determined ppl dun oways succeed. we tried and failed. sad mans. and we went into the sea. hw wonderful is the water.. and we went to teh same place that i went with 2b the other tym. all the memories jus started floodin my mind. we were so hapi enjoyin ourselves back den.
then went to the public place to bathe. ahahax.
then went rollerbladin. the guy dere was so cool! he has the dao but cool look. gd lookin too. he help me wear wrist guard ok. ahahax. and he ask me to push him so as to lead me to the flat grd. owwwww swoons. sounds a tiny bit despo huh? lol.
went rollerbladin.. so fun! i tripped couple of tyms thou. lol. met sjab ppl.. saw shand and yanwen too..
aft that we walked to our pit. our feet were all sore frm rollerbladin.. tirin.
onli to discover a grp of ppl were hapily bbqin. at our pit.
went to confront them. and then a v sweet and cute guy came over. he is so polite. astonishingly attractive. then when he knew that there were onli 5 of us.. he invited us to bbq with them! lol. but sadly. we din took that oh-so-generous offer. regeted 101%. ahahax. then his other frens werent as frenly as he were.. but well..
aft awhile his fren called to inform him they took the wrong pit. sum blardy blind shuai ge i suppose. lol. so we xchanged pit with em. and they gaf us charcoal and their "super lighter" in return. kind souls..
me soolin and shixuan ran to ntuc to buy food. cud find ani. so ran to cold storage.. pathetic larh. onli bot a pack of chicken wings.. ard 20 of them. and sum hotdogs.. and marshmallows w nutella! whee~ then bot spirte ice too.. cuz we dunhaf ice.. lol. then ran to giant to get sum bbq stuff. yeps.
we started out fire with kindling! guides mahx.. yays~ then quite successful. sadly yuting cudnt eat chicken! so she onli had marshmallows.. soon jinci and yuting left. so soolin shixuan me started enjoyin our food slowly.. so fun lorhx..
then suddenly soolin discovered her vball missing.. sum idoit took it i suppose. hw evil lorh! luckily 2d class ball nv gt stolen. if nt 2 den die.. it may haf rolled away.. we went into the bushes.. no avail. haii. poor soolin haf to buy another one to replace it for her sis..
went hm myself. at the busstop was thinkin abt the eye 2. practically freakin myself out. lol.

[.tUeSdAY.] had bp quest briefin. supposed to be 2 hr. but it last for half an hr. which is gd news. lol.
me and sher went hm to bathe bfr going to yw hse for class bbq.. we competed okay. the psrn that reaches city hall later has to treat a drink.
incase you ppl dunno. im here to boast! ahahax. i live futher than sher. cuz i haf to change to lrt at choachukang. whr sher lives. then i will take a 15 mins ride followed by a 10 mins walk. so its obviously better for sher..
i ran all the way the lrt. all the way hm. all the way to the busstop. all the way to mrt agn. and guess wad. i won! i rawk man! whee~
i guess hard work paid off. if nt i wud haf killed myself. i alighted a stop earlier. and had to run all the way to the nxt stop for the mrt. absolutely dumb!
so sher owes me a drink! woohooo!
class bbq was okay.
dun reli wish to comment..
did bbq food. then play wonker.
and whn ppl go hm le.
dav darren tx yw me wanted to go play tennis. at the top level.
went up. super duper spooky! dark and locked. ran down.
went hm.. ahahax..
reached hm. "quarreled". or u can say "debate".
totalli bad man.. but everything's sloved. great. phew~
but that reli caused me my slp. it lasted till 3 and i cont watchin soccer..
and i had a new phrase today. "wl eh lor" and "wahji eh lor". lol.

[.wEdnEsdAY.] had nth better to do. slacked. at nite cont the "debate". i was proven innocent. ahahax. but i suffered much humilation. sad.. hai forget it lar..

[.tHUrsDaY.] went for bp quest agn. for the prelimalary rd. cross my fingers and hope we get to the top 5.. for the finals.. it was okay. sum parts were really hard.
most schs sent their cls or pls or pss.. got 1 sch sent 3 cls and 1 pl okay. wah ji eh super duper stressed. over then over le.. cant be helped.
and we discovered the 4 -gladia soolin sher me- got sum telepathy sorta thgy.
alot ans tigam tigam same der wor!
then went hm to bathe and met my family at parkway for dinner..
went swensons! ahahax.. a full paid meal sia.. woot!
then went to get a new fridge. ahaha.
tehn me and my darling cousin was walkin ard..
he suddenly said he wants to use the toilet. wah dots!
hes 5 btw.
i took him to the toliet.. kaos. washin or smth.
then he say he very urgent! omg!
so i carried an 19kg him upstairs! ran all teh way. to the toliet!
cant belief i did it. lol.
then went his hse to stay over..
play ps with him. and his mom. till 4am. wuahahaha saddist.
dragged myself up at 10 today.. my uncle wanted to brg us for breakfast.
but it ended up being lunch. ate sum jap chicken tepan. super nice..
went hm and played ps agn. i suck at resident evil. hw dose that freakkin game function? arghhh.
played that southpark game. so cute. haf to throw snowballs at roosters! ahahax.
and i totalli rawk at this game. destoyer of the city or smth.
i destroyed all the cities! yay.

wish me gd luck for bp quest. tmr the results wud be out. dhs guides woosh!

sUmoNe piErCeD tHrU mY heArT. aNd lEfT mE dErE tO bLeEd.

TodaE waS a fiNAllY daY~ fiNAllY eNglANd woN. nVr lEt tHiS liL' sUpPorTeR dOwN! x) bEcKhAm aNd rOoNeY rAwKs eH!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { tUrNs oN tV. aNd gUeSs hU sHe sEeS. sKAter bOi roCkiN oN mTv.. }

i hAf nO cOUrAge tO lOoK iNtO tHe miRRor AnimOre.
i dUn wAnNa sEe mYsELf
crYiNg..


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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