;__im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * __________________ // cindee *




the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
dhs
1b.o2 | 2b.o3 | 3i.o4
mts
6b.02
co[1]ors[4]eva
37th batch guides
P4 bougainvillea
P4sPiriT4eVabUrNin9
P6 ixora
iXorAiaNs.sHiNe
2b ohana
we [1] to [B] the best
born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
but kiss me babyy__;
im vaccinated__.


<<me__. >>
purple ojo__;
soccer__; manutd__;
beckham 23__; lampard 8__;
street magic__; david blaine__;
youu and cindee forevrr__;
till end of time__;
moonnstarr__;

<<blogs galore__. >>







encore__.






anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


2bee__*
NoTe: 2b rOcK dE wORLd! (hide)
i lurv 2b like madd.

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<. f U c K e D u P o L o g Y .>

"mY lUv fOr beCkhAm sTiLL oVeRcAmE mY hAtreD."


dunwan do recount. cuz i dun feel lyk it. mood swings. yeA~

on .__tHUrsdAY__; our footdrill rehersal was totally dead tiring. stood there for 40 mins mostly at attention. my feet went so sore with my damn damn small boots. size 38 okay? dotsss. esp my poor lil toes kayys. aNd for 2 tyms. amountin to 1 hr 20 mins? wahkaox. so many ppl faintin.. and poor medics are running ard lookin for the victims of syf.. poor sjab ppl. mrs alsagloff said our footdrill was totalli horrendous. but our sirs said it was nubbad lehx.. haii guess her xpectations abit high bah. and summore theres a list of the top 10 worst grps. and guides wasnt one of them.. so why kick up a big fuss? and bcuz of that i had footdrill trainin todae agn. haii. but she v nice oso larhx. she even scolded that raffles guider and that yal or smth psrn for forgettin to buy cookies for us. she take v gd care of us seriously.. that yal psrn suck to teh damn core man. so disgustinly 38. she cares abt every single thg and scolds us whnever she cud lorh. gif that damn black face everytym. go eat shit sia. i so hapi whn mrs alsagloff reprimanded her.. ahahax saddistic lar~

todae on .__sAtUrdAY__; mrs alsagloff doesnt seem asif she was in a v gd mood. she kept screamin at us thruout. she even said it was the worst piece of marchin she'd ever seen. oh god. does our cnior guides reli march that well.. even the new sirs that came todae said our footdrill reli nubbad. think they also sum sec sch ncc ppl bah? they say their sch sqd is still far frm our standard noe! ahahax so damn harpie! but mrs alsagloff nt hapi.. wad to do. we cont drillin for v long. my feet and hand like numb liao. and then my body dunwan move le lar. haf to force myself to lock my arms and swing up 90 degrees front 45 degrees back. summore i standin at teh corner so when the squad turns i haf to walk damn fast. practically run you see.. it was damn tough todae. my hair is lyk whole thg wet and drippin. mrs alsagloff cn be damn saddist at tyms oso. jus hope we'll do okay for the full dress rehersal on wed. get to pon afew hrs of sch at least! woohoo~

but i jus discovered a big blister on my toe. arghh.

and another thg on my mind is england vs portuagal. omg lorhs beckham reli suck in that game. he is such a useless freak! he doesnt create any goal chances. neither does he pass v well. he doesnt even bother to try and get that ball to his feet! that psrn with teh ball is near and he jus stands there and look on! wtf larh! and needless to say. his damn penalty. gosh he takes bullshit penalty kicks. 3 continuous unsuccessful penalty kick for england liaos. fuck. my idol and childhood hero whn becum like this der? last tym ppl speak evil of him i scold that psrn. nw i haf nth to say ler. haii v v disappointin. and england reli nids sum luck.. they are obviously the ones worth of gettin in the finals. and why in the blue hell that goal nt counted? the referee cock eye or smth izzit? forget it. its over this euro for england agn. england oways die in penalties. beckham vasell james the gulity. and c. ronaldo suck the hell out of me. he is so damn rough! he pushes everyone possible! wtf he so violent for? knn lar hes totalli useless. referee mus at least gif him a red card in my opinion. fuck fuckk.

france got out. by a oh-so-nth greece. unxpectable.. all the big heros of soccer are out. nw i bettin on either greece: to create another miracle. a definately showdown sia. or czech bah. ganbatte larh.. all i cud say..

heres a quiz below. heeZ. x)

wad is the first thing you think of whn you see these words?:

blue__ a deserted island by the sea. with him and me.. heeZ siAoZ~
red__ needless to say. my partol mates. bougainvillea rocks our wurl. p4sPiriT4eVabUrniN9--*
orange__ disgustinly my fav. i hate orange flavoured food. sweets etc. but at the same tym one of my fav colours. wHeE~!
black__ the me deep inside. troublemaker cindy..
white__ the innocent and pure angel. me! loLz~
pink__ a beautiful wurl full of delights. with him and me. heEz~
you__ my fone bk. loLz~ him duh.
heart__ hapi hse. luv those hearts.
crush__ ppr tts torn and tattered and crushed. ahahax.
soccer__ beckham and lampard! they rawk my life.
tv__ survivor! amber and rob. ohh so sweet..
computer__ msn and my blogg! and lots and lots of junk mail. arghh.
bed__ my warm and comfy blanket. and my big big bear..
bag__ bks. grrr. sensitive to ask since theres onli 1 more day to sch reopens.
fone__ my fonebk. and blur me oways send msg to wrong psrn. bleahh.
life__ him and me. no worries. no nth..
watchin beckham [in full form] and lampard..
LOL.
life is to love myself as much as i cud. yepps.

sUmoNe piErCeD tHrU mY heArT. aNd lEfT mE dErE tO bLeEd.

TodaE waS a diSseD oFf daY~ eNglAnD aRe aS iNnOcEnT aS mE. tYcO poRtUgAl. eNglANd rEigNs. beCkhAm sTiLL rOcKs. aNd i lUv lAmpArD! x)

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { bOb boB aLL tHe wAy. wE lYk iT hErE wE lYk iT dEre wE fiNd oUrsElvEs a hOmE. A hOme A hOme sWeET hOMe! }

drAtitUdE___;
tHe AtTitUdE fAmiLY..


;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*

itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.

// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
Neko





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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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