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the spaces btwn my fingers__;
are meant to be filled__;
by you__.


<<cindee__. >>
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born [2][b]eat the rest
ohana means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behind.

kisses spread harmful germs__;
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im vaccinated__.


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anione cn catch ur eyes__;
but it takes sumone special to catch ur heart__.
lurv isnt abt findin the perfectt psrn__;
its abt seein an imperfect psrn__;
perfectly__.
lurvin sumone is one thg__;
being lurved by anothr psrn is anothr thg__;
but to be lurved by the one u lurv is everythin__.
wad if everythin u experienced__;
nvr happened__.




i lurv you cause u suck__;
and attracted me to you__;
i lurv u cause i cant haf youu__.
on a nvr endin road__;
and we're miles apart__;
i'll chase__.
lurv is whn__;
you shed tears but care for him__;
he ignores you and you stil long for him__;
he begins to lurv anothr__;
but you stil smile and say__;
"im hapi for youu__.


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lemme try to recall wad happened last wk.. kinda sad nw. in fact very. this wk is kinda damned.

[.tHUrSdAY.] went to di's hse early in the morn to cook.. for our so called "picnic" which ended up being a "buffet" instead. ahahax. is p1 p3 p4 combined. mich shixuan jove janice ys and me turned up.. but they ahd to go early.. so me di and ys was liek piaing at the end.. then we reli cooked alot of dishes that were super nice. i made the firz pancake and the shape looks.. ahahax horrible? quite cute thou. x) then we did alot of fried food. fries . potato wadges . the smiley face potato . chicken wings.. looks v oily and deep fried.. and my favourite crabsticks! yays i luv it manx. i fried it all okay. then we oso haf 6 whole chickens. muahahax saddistic. and we made sum salad that looks like rabbit food. cuz it consists of nuts . apples . honeydew . and cabbage.. but i like it lor. luv the honeydew. im a honeydew freak! ahahax. then we cooked the soup oso.. my cniors luv the soup.. for the first tym! normally is onli the sec 2s bother to drink der.. nw they actly say its nice lehx! i was like so so soo hapi upon hearing they say nubbad. all smiles le. then we oso haf this mashed potato. i like it alot oso. as long as i cook de i like lorhx. its moreover an effort by me mahx. whee~ then haf this mayo-crabsticks thgy. i luv crabsticks! ahahax. and then me ys and di walked all the way to a minimart there to buy eggs. then we passed by this condo.. got a fake chinese figure sitting at the pavillion there.. scare us like hell eh! we screamed and then ran. lol. we bought eggs to make eggs wif bacon.. then i think tts all.. oh ya we bought 3 whole watermelon. spastic rite? in the end too full to touch ani of them. and we oso got banana and marshmallow wif choco.. and haf alot alot of diff kinds of tuna larhx. hehex. then me di ys lugged alot of food to sch manx. and we took taxi duh. and so much stuff that we haf nowhr to put our legs. ahahax. we went to buy ice oso.. yups..

reach sch then started preparing the food.. we made the cocktail thgy l8r on. was sum cocktail and longan and sprite. ahahax. guess the food was nubbad yea? ahahax.. enjoyed the food larh. then we were divided into "grps" to play cball.. 8 grps? 8 patrols? i knew it lor.. haii.. they kept saying no.. but knew it in my heart mans.. theres no reason they haf to divide us into 8 grps.. and during the game my eyes was so dman pain.. and i got a scar or bruise on my left eye dere.. kinda long. bleahh. my mom seriously tot i got into a fight. lol. i think its quite cool leh! thou pain larh. ahahax saddist! and yinhong is super pro.. ahahax. but too bad she has a phobia of screams. ahahax. xiuru guard me like hell okays.. bleah! and haii.. aft all the matches.. they announced it. i was rite lorh. it was our new patrol. alot of ppl burst out crying lor. and the most saddenin thg is. there is nomore bougainvillea patrol animore. like they draw lots.. chose 4 out of the 6 patrols. and nw bougainvillea and morning glory is gone? v sad over this thg. my patrol consists of me mich elaine huiping anita yinting jean wendy mabel and 2 more sec 1s which i dunno they names yet. anita is our pl.. and huiping our ps.. its nt asif i dun liek the ppl in it lar. but seriously i wan my old patrol back kkays. its like so much more perfect. dunno larhx. its so confusing. the wurl is revolving ard me.. so fast that i dunno hw to react le. so everybody was liek hugging and crying.. v pathetic sight. nw the patrols are so mixed up. the ppl are so confused. haii. p1 is nw dove. then orchid. sparrow. jasmine. kingfisher. ixora. oriole. sunflower.. so imperfect.. ahahas.. dunno hw long will we take to be used to the new "environment". and "best of all" there is NO CL. can anione jus make me belief it? a guides coy without a CL? haii.. the yals are taking over. oh no no pls dun. yals? stui rmb the mystery games v carefully. tortured. i was totally dieing for that. nvr felt so dead bfr.. tts why i cud stil rmb.. v clearly. so i think wad we cud do nw is take one step by one. nv noe wads gonna happen in the future.. jus v sad. v v sad..

[.FridAY.] had the crime prevention course. ahahax kinda farni larhs. the sirs were "humourous". ahahax. waited for quite long lorh. the policemen the service so bad. =Xx ahahax. then he was toking abt hw to deal wif a flasher. then he said "if he flash at you rite.. then u mus look.." ahahahax! he meant to say look at his face n rmb it lar. budden he.. lol. we all were luffing like hell..

aft that p4 sec 2s went to look for our cniors.. for patrol lunch. had a very nice tok.. went marche. our initial buget was liek a pathetic 2 bucks? ahaha. rlei is mission immpossible. then we used more than 1O bucks in the end oso.. hw sadddenin yea. then we actly wan go watch movie.. but nth to watch. sori gurls.. my fault! ahahax.. then we went to this place to tok agn. gossip abt a lota thgys..p4 rlei noes hw to gossip alot leh. nw i noe quite alot of gossips le. ahahax.. i was on a luffing spree wif meryl. ahaha.. meryl is cool. cn suddenly burst out luffing de.. say tall and useless and she wud luff non-stop le. ahahax. then aft all of them went hm.. left me and di le. we went to look for jove.. and we started shoppin.. i bot a new wallet. i liek it alot.. cant resist the temptation. di bot a roxy one.. reli v pretty. but i dun think i am "compatible" with it. fm and i wanted the tough wallet der.. but it cost 79 bucks leh.. if i buy it.. i will most ppb haf to feed on grass for the rest of the mth lehx. so i din buy.. bout the quiksliver one instead lar. to reward myself for resisiting that temptation. lol. aft buyin the perfume for him and the wallet. i am so officially broke kk.. then we went to take neoprnt. that machine at herren is v nice.. ahahax took 2 tym.. gort one jove look v shocked der.. ahahax.. and theres one we act seh der. look so retarted. lol.

[.saTUrdAY.] was sucking sucky. fark manx! me and sher were innocent parties. we tot the footdrill training was at the normal 2.30.. and whn we reached j8.. we meet our sec 3s.. arghhhh. that day the trainin was at 9! freak man! we din even noe at all.. so damn dots.. ahahaha. and summore i din wan to belief them lor. is onli i call gladia then truth out. bleahh. so sickenin. in the end me and sher watch the day aft tmr.. and the ticket was 8.50 lorh. argghh. but luckily the show was damn nice. its so scary hw the wurl is changin. if one day it becums liekdat.. i will nt noe hw to live on lorh. the hailstone. lucki s'pore dunhaf mans. phew. no hurricane either. ahahax. i was like thinkin. even if s'pore temp drop by 20 degress.. its still abv 0 degress celcius mah. so we wun freeze der. ahahax lol. jus cont luvin the sun larhx.. it simply rocks. muahahahax. at nite went to kl.. zZzzZZzzz-

[.sUndAY.] was in kl. lol. then went to visit ppl and shop.. mom say gt nth to buy at firz. then in the end dunno spend hw mani hundreds of dollars oso.. bleahh. she was still thinking of her birdnest k! freakk. 600 bucks still nt enuff. arghh. dunno wads on their minds sumtyms.. then we reached hm at 11 liekdat lorh.. v tiring day.. hrs and hrs on car.. zZzzzzZZzz-

then was waiting for the england vs france match. 2.45 kkaes.. wait till i wanted to die. i betted with dom an england win. bet a slap okay? oh nooo. i lost! but actly he wanted me to say "i luv [xXxXx]" infront of my class der. noway lorhx.. then the one i set for him he oso dunwan. then he wanted the dare to be wear ankle socks and wear 3 earrings and show kiw. ahahax.. it was nearly a deal. but damn hell luck my dad woke up and rushed me to slp. tat was like 2.15 le lorh.. i was so scared he wun let me watch that match lehx.. i was hiding under my blanket. lol. so i decided the dare shall be a slap. bleahh.. but lucky my dad watchin.. so i watch oso.. ahahax. but nw im dead. damn england.. 2-1. and summore so sway der??? last 10 mins lor. that james suck the hell outta me man! he so kancheong for wad? rush all the way out and trip that botak! fuck larh! beckham's curl was so cool lorh. tts the onli thg to be hapi abt.. james arh suck. nv remain clam lor. if he did.. ppb the ball wun go in bah? better than penalty. so damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn!! so sad okay. dun remind me ler.. u all win liao.. say france win. win liao lorhh..

[.mOndAY.] hafing bbq lorhx.. dunno larh.. nw last min all the ppl say cnt go.. dun even noe if got 10 ppl going okay.. sec 2 guides arh.. hai. afew days ago i was like thinking and worrying if our class bbq will flop.. cuz liek v lil ppl gg.. nw our class one so successful le! so mani ppl going kkay! mus make this the most successful class gathering till nw. ahahax! then nw our guides one.. yucks lorh.. dun flop pls.. i still belief 10 ppl cn spice up the whole atmosphere and make it enjoyable and fun for all der.. hehex. and i v mad with sum ppl lorh.. -wE.aRe.wTf.PpL_aNd.wE.rAwKk!- ahahax.. and horh.. my com that kanna blaster was rebooted. fuck larhx.. all my info and pics are gone. then nw my other com oso gt smth rong. wadde.. cant go all the my computer my doc and stuff. freak! cant go into internet oso.. the window wun even popup. tts why i so long nvr blog. my email inbox got 15O+ unread msges? lol. and exceed the quota dunno hw much der. ahahx.. my coms gimme so much trouble lor. xp coms suckk!! one cnt use msger one cnt use internet. makin my blood vessels burst. arghhh-

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in the game of seduction. deres onli one rule. nvr fall in love. wad u cant haf. u cant resist_____* wud you be my moon. brgin light to ppl like you brg happiness to me?_____* the shortest word for me is 1. the sweetest word for me is love. the onli one for me is youu.____*


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