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"i HaTe mYsElf."
i tHnK i cN dO betTeR. i jUs sUcK..
tHe sEc 4s LaSt gAmEs. aNd i waN tO tUrN baCk tYm.. i diSaPpOiNt tHeM. i diN KiP mY PrOmiSe.
wHY cULdnT i jUs fOrCe mYsELf? iTs jUs fOr tHaT fEw hRs. sHoULd HaF dOnE bEtTeR. dErE iS oWaYs rOoM fOr iMProVemEnT.
eVEn iF sEc 1s nRt gOoD.. iTs aCTuaLLY sTiLL mY FaUlt. i nVr teAcH thEm. nOoNe iS tOo BaD tO TeaCh. iTs jUs mE. i sUcK..
iTs thE LaSt gaMes fOr ThE sEc 4s. aNd wE pErfOrMeD LiKe daT. hU cULd bE mOrE diSaPpOiNtEd tHaN tHeM. i nOe SorrY iSnT mUcH hELp nW. bUd i jUs cULdnT bRg mYsELf nRt tO aPoLogiSe. wE WeRE a lEtdOwN. a hUnDrEd sOriS cUldnT dO mUch hELP eVeN. Bud i jUs hOPe U aLL wULd uNdErsTaNd..
hUndReDs oF miNUtEs aGo i wAnTEd tO SaY sORi. riTe nW i wAn tO aPoLogiZe tOo. wE cULd dO bEtTa NxT tYm? BuD iTs tHe LaSt tYm fOr dE sEc 4s..
i M iN PaiN. i M SiCk. mY lEg aNd HaNd iS sWoLLeN. BlOoDiEd tOe. BuD wAd cN MatCh Up tO tHe pAiN uN mY heArt? aBsOLUteLY nTh.
TodaE waS a dEPrEsSEd daE~ i fEeL dEPrEsSEd. rEMorSEd. i jUs fEeL i cN dO bEttEr. i haTe mYsElf.
fOr tHe daE { i M sOri i lEt U aLL doWn. }
i wAn TYm tO tUrN BaCk.
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *