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celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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im lookin for youu.
cindybecks@yahoo.com.sg
www.cindeestarr.blogspot.com
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
[[. 20041211 .]]
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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i moved!
www.cindeestarr.blogspot.comthe reason whyy i moved is that im kinda sickk of maii layout. (=*
pls gimme comments and tagg okayy! [=*
and dun dun forget to link me!
peace to all.
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
[[. 20041207 .]]
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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i wanna go polynesia. my dreamm vacation.
i wanna isolate myself frm the wurl.
i wanna buy a nice penthse and live a peaceful and quiet life.
i wanna build my hse on a beach. in the middle of the sea.
i wan to swim with the dolphins everydae. while enjoyin the sun.
i wanna wake up to see the azure blue sea beamin und the sun.
i wanna scroll dwn the pretty beach everydayy. with noone dere to control me.
i wanna lead the most carefree life. with dear nature.
this is life.
my dreams shall cum true sumdae.
i shall work hard fr the moneyy. and my wish will cum true.
i seriously cant wait fr that day.
cuz im jus simply so sickk of this place. i cant tolerate all these animore.
sickk and i mean rily sick.
damn actually its maii fot. i was arhhh- f uckedup mans.
my fone was nt set to slient mode.. maii number 1 fot.
it was ringin in the middle of the nite. maii fot number 2.
i was slpin so soundly i din hear it. fot number 3.
all these. resulted in my mom and dad gettin pissed with me.
this is nt fairr. arghhs. okayy watevrr. maii fot.
thus. i wanna live away frm everythg! in the middle of the oceann..
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
[[. 20041204 .]]
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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ppl insulting slyy jus shut up can.
hypocrites? i jus cant stand it lar. can u all dun be so mindless nrt?
i mean taufik's gd. but slyy has his gd pts too.
so if u dunlyk him. at least shut the fcukkkup!
if ure anti-slyy.
im anti-youu.
xmas is nearing. and i'll be spendin it in the snow..
it shall rockk beeeeg tym mans. i shall buy lotsa presents for myself. [=*
stil decidin if i shd send xmas cards. im a lazzayee gur you see. [:*
been up to alota crazee thgs nwadays. wuahahas. and i mean it.
such as -censoredd- its too wild to say it out here. lolls.
and buying double copies of lime so i cud get the super duper uber niceeeee slyy poster. omg he look great in it!
i mean hes nt rily fotogenic. but this is the best by far. sooo kawaii ne! =Xx
and i bot a prettaye litestickk. so nice kkaees. lurv it!
and nt forgettin gettin madd jus to see slyy. fr his last autograph session.
i drew a beeeeg -slyy- on maii hand. v prettyy. (:*
but it hurts while washin it off. bleahhhs.
and done a spastic and dum thg by bettin with my daddy.
sumthg to test if hes dao. i mean hes nrt lar.
so its actly sumthg to test our reflexes? ><"
all thanks to it.. he owes me like 5 lollipops nw. ahahas. =Xx
and cheerios ppl. Lze.fier will be performin soon!
i cant wait. bet slyy wud be there if he cud. muackkkks.[:*
and to those fuckkkedupp ppl.
i duncare wad u say. i mean noone will give a damn shit ovrr wad u say.
u dun haf ani rite to say dose stuffs. and so i obviously dun give a damn.
say all u wan. i'll treat it as ure jus singin and babyyy.
its disgustin.
and btw. ure the best bitchhh ive evrr seen.
u haf failed in ur lyfe. [=*
and nrt us.
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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atc's finally ovrr.
basically died afew tyms dere..
seriously wanted to fall out so mani tyms.
thruout my 2 yrs in guides. i'vr nvr tot of fallin out.
nt even once kkaee.
basically i died aft oj cause it was so super duper uber tough.
it was the running that killed me. the road look nvr endin to me.
sori ppl i din do much during nitewalk.. felt rily sickk and wanted to pukeee. )=
campcook was horrendous.. teared like crazeee too.
nitegames was fun! it was cool..
turtoise din scream at all! we are brave mans. [=*
we stayed rily close.. and everyone tried to kup me lar. boooo-
then camp clear up was seriously so tough?
P4 like had to send 4 sec 1s for cleanin the sinks and floor?
and like gladia and 1 more sec 1 went to help at the store.
left with me shueling and 1 more sec 1 to slogg our hearts out at the tents.
but thanks to othrs hu helped us.. rily appreciate it. [:*
it was horrible und the sun. i was rily tired..
sori to all i shouted at.. i was rily stressed. )=
and if i said smth wrongly.. i apologise too. [=*
aft camp was finally ovrr. we got 2nd..
we were rily hapi considerin the fact that we had so mani probs.
got togethrr to celebrate fr awhile bfr proceedin hm.
turtoise p4 rockss forevrr-
thanks a million to our consellors. we noe y'll done alot fr us. thankkkks-
and to everyone.. we made it!
ok i died aft i got hm. gt like lotsa rewards frm the camp..
60+ mosquito bites. all red and itchy.
a swollen eye. super irritating and ugly.
a blue black nose. soooooo pain!
and lots more.
rite nw dying of the itchh. im using ice on them like every few mins.
i've tried all sorts of cream. and it doesnt work. it suckkkks!
i've nvr been so sweeet bfr huh.
i shd be glad sumthg actually lyk me! (:*
sori fr nt making it fr mts funfair todae.
im soo sori but i cudnt do anithin.
i was so tired and dying of the itch. )x*
okkayy. slyy rocks forevrr. arghhhhhs!
hes so totally cute and sehh!
its maii life rockk beeeeeeg tym man! its so him him him!
all his songs are filled with feelings.
u cud rily sense that he cud feel the song whn he sings em.
he might nt haf the best vocals nor diction.
but his sincerity gets him going onn forevrr!
and gets me rootin fr him forevrr too!
slyy rock on okayy. i'll forevrr lurv you and be behind youu.
my prince charmin- owwwww-
nt onli lians and bengs and bimbos or watevrr lyk him kkae.
hu cares. i lurv him forevrr. no matter wad it takes..
to be with youu__.
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
totalli lurv this songg to the core. lurvvv ya slyyy- [=*
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
[[. 20041118 .]]
celes.huiyi.geokjoo.weiting.jerene.meiyi.yingqing.jess.lynn.peixin.yanwen.yuan
kat.jingwen.shandy.shara.shermaine.ailyn.erica.junru.cindy.verine.kimfung.jason
brandon.wenjie.darren.ivan.david.yusong.randall.roy.tingxu.zhengchen.zhuge
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to feel hurt. to feel lost.
to be left out in the dark.
to be kicked. whn ure down.
to feel like uve been pushed ard.
to be on the verge of breakin dwn.
whn noones dere to save you.
no you dunno wads its lyk.
i dunnoe. i qn myself every nw and den.
why am i stil living in dis wurl without ani purpose.
i search deep within for an ans.
for the sake of being alive?
once i start thinkin of all dis.
and my heart pounds like fcuk.
i miss you fren. i nid you.
i nid sumone to turn to. thats u.
i kept so much within me i wanna xplode.
i miss ur complains and everythin. includin ur ap.
i wanna forget everythin. i wanna put the past behind me.
i belief i can do it. will u trust me?
ive taken yu for granted. fr u were oways there for me.
nw i noe i cant lose you.
our frenship can withstand this.
if i choose to rmb it. i will continue to be hurt.
if i choose to forget it. i was hurt.
ive finalli sort out my mind. thanks.
i wish i had sumone to turn to every single min. every single second.
i lived the past wk in agony. i guess i was jus lost.
findin my way back i realised wad ive done.
i accept wadevrr apologies. for im truly sori.
i posted u that testi sum tym ago.
nw i shall dedicate the whole song to u.
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared
And losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top.
You're always there
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you
and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything'
Cause your love is so amazing'
Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do.
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to..
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...
;__sum ppl wait a lifetym.
for a moment lyk thiss.*
itsmaiilyfee__; maiiprerogative__.
// im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. *
* . . + + + + + + . ciNDee . + + + + + + . . *
